Just have a little time, typing fast. Sorry guys, this is just a diary session. If you don't want to read non beauty things then just don't click it, hehe.
So it started when I was feeling so dummy, the lecturer may be remembered me as the dummy student who can't answer my question, huh T_T
I feel in pressure, my life schedule is messy, honestly I hate my life to become this way. So when I have spare time, I didn't study. I just rolling around in bed and gaming. No heart for studying at all.
Until now I still researching how I can manage my life better. How I can love my life however it will go. How I can study diligently. Do you have any suggestion?
Also I am a perfectionist person. This makes sense when I do craftworks - it will be neat - but it become a disaster in another topic. I deleted my old blogpost on my old blog so I can focus it for my notes, every time I read a book, I'll write in the blog. BUT... It just ended so bad. I stopped and no mood for doing it again because of the format is messy. ONLY THE FORMAT! How perfectionist I am!! Still researching about a good format so I can do it again T_T
And that perfectionist makes me to delaying anything so badly, and that's the beginning of my PROCRASTINATION.
I was thinking of sacrificing some of my most time-wasting games and apps, and then the "guilty pleasure" just pop out from my mind.
I thought that guilty pleasure is a pleasure things but you feel guilty to doing that. Such as I was gaming that cost much time (it can be more than 1 hour long for 1 game/apps).
But dang I was wrong. I just search on Google to make sure what the real means is.
Got it from Wikipedia. Majorly said it.
According to it, I just realized that "that's" different. And I just remembered this blog *changing topic*.
I enjoy collecting makeup stuffs, I really want to have a beauty blog, it's really my pleasure, I love it. But I never said I have a beauty blog to anybody nor my parents, except my BF. He just need to know all the way I do, because, later he'll be my husband right? He'll mad at me if I keep it secret, and I can't keep it secret when I live together with him. Although I still don't want anybody, ANYBODY sees how I blogging and capturing pictures and tons of selfies and editing and typing and etc etc. I still soooo embarrassing if someone sees me.
I am in real life just a very low-fashioned girl, even people and all of my friends wouldn't be proud of my beauty blog or even they wouldn't believe I have a beauty blog, maybe. Even if they just found it and they read my blog, they may be said "ALAY" and that's just makes me more lack of confidence. I got that word from my friends before, I don't know why, and that just made me... ( p′︵‵。)
And that's it! So I changed the sub-title to "My Guilty Pleasure". This blog is my guilty pleasure. I don't want any of my real friends see my blog. I just want the worlds that accept me like this :)
I changed my title back to Hasuhana's Blog, it just suits me better than another quotes. Let the quotes fills the sub-title.
And about my blog layout transformation. I edited the layout myself before, because of my perfectionism I just want to make my own cute layout *and failed*. Later I bored with the old layout and start searching a new free cute light blue layout, and also a cute layout for my another blog. I want more cutesy on my blog, doesn't matter if it's free design.
So I transform from this:
TADAAA~ *Loki style*
Which one do you like? Any suggestion?
I keep it simple because my laptop's slowness and my internet's slowness, I always like "hhhh...." *exhaling dragon's breath* everytime I opened heavy blog layout, much gif pictures, added with music on it. And then my brother that playing dotA would screaming and glaring at me because of their dotA lagging.
I feel that the header just a bit empty, so I am thinking what designs to fill it up.
Thanks if you read this. You can comment below what you think of me, or just answering my unanswered questions above. Who knows if your comments may encouraging me T^T
Love ya' ♡♡♡